I still look really bad, like nothing has happened, can I Just not expect better results, is this the end of the road. I know people always tell me “your beaitful inside” (im not mad at them) and shit like that...
I just feel like it’s impossible for hrt or transting to do anything for me. And that’s it all just a fanasty and I’ll never look at myself and be happy. Body postivey is the same as if I never took hrt for me. Since I legit have no seen a single major change and I look awful.
I can’t afford an endo, I can really only get my levels checked which seems fine, but I feel like maybe my body can’t do anything with all the estrogen in my body
I’m gonna be honest, it just hurts. Like if I look a women I’m not pretty and never will be. Accepting that I lost is hard. Being bullied for my appearance as a kid, only to be discimated for it as an adult. I just conviened I’ll never be happy
What if HRT will never be effective for me, like what if there isn’t any hrt that can help me. I’ve switched to injections which I’ve gotten some breast growth, my skin also cleared but after 2 years I would of expected more changes. I’m assuming I can’t be helped and I should just give up. I can’t get Medicaid right now as that would fuck up so many other things.
Whenever I go to choose a file or folder within a flatpak application such as heroic or lutiris, it either doesn’t fill the path of in the case or heroic freezes. One thing to note is in game mode I have less issues as the gtk file picker pops up instead. But in heroic I still can’t select an installer for some reason.
Ugh youtubes mobile experience is so bad. I am spoiled with NewPiped, I am gonna be in pain once WEI for youtube launches and I can’t watch youtube that way anymore.
I use a pixel with graphineOS and it’s more while apps in my work profile are awful, apples in my main are all open source. I think the issue is the all mobile devices are tracking devices out of the box
I’ve been wondering if the reason I’ve only seen small results after nearly two years is that while my levels are fine by body can’t do what it’s supposed to. And if that’s the case should I just quit hrt
Everything I see, is someone who only looks like a women holding the camera nearly a full foot above here, someone who at eye level looks like a butt ugly guy in his mid 50s, with a double chin the size of a basket ball.
I guess I’m just disappointed in my results so far, I don’t even know if FFS is a viable option to get where I want to be. Given there is so much wrong with my face.
I’m trying to install vortext using steam tinker launch git, I have installed it via protonupQT and selected steam tinker launch as the compability tool, every time I click to install vortex it gets the the point of running the vortex installer and I get an error pop up saying something about it only working correctly on...
I’ve been using iPhone 14 Pro Max for a year which my company gave me. But it has disadvantages more than advantages for me. I want to change it with an Android phone that bootloader unlockable. I want to install Google-free ROM....
The Pixel 8 Pro is likely the best. You can flash graphine or pretty much any rom. Samsung really doesn’t have custom roms anymore. If you get a pixel buy it from the Google Store
The reason is locked bootloader’s, some carriers lock the pixels bootloader down meaning you can’t install custom roms. Some lock it until the device is paid off or during a 90 day period.
I have been using xiaomi phones for a long time now, for most of them the (xda) community eventually had great ROMs that (eventually) worked without problems or with very little....
I would say pixel 8 pro, likely the best phone you can get that will have support for 8 years plus. Flash graphineOS or lineage if you don’t care about high security and want Android auto
Youtube let the other shoe drop in their end-stage enshittification this week. Last month, they required you to turn on Youtube History to view the feed of youtube videos recommendations. That seems reasonable, so I did it. But I delete my history every 1 week instead of every 3 months. So they don’t get much from my choices....
honestly at this point I don’t even understand using the normal youtube front end anymore. I have been using piped as my youtube app on my phone for a while, and I think it’s time I switch frontends. What sucks is video is one of the few things we don’t have a decent way of federating right now just due to the sheer volume of disk space required.
spoilerIve kinda considered quiet quitting mg transition, I feel like few take it serrious, and my friends that do it feels like they are just being nice to me cause they feel bad that my dreams just are not possible. At this point ive kinds reached the idea that I’ll just boymode forever and hope they silently change my ID...
What I’m gathering eaother way I’m gonna be stuck with this for a few years regardless, and since I lost at the genetic lottery I I feel like its not possible once so ever
I just wanna look like a women and not get the “we are treating you nicely but their is a visible unconferable vibe in the room” when I’m “girl” moding
yeah it’s just hard being lower income, and suffering from binge. people see it as a binary loose weight and feel better, or stay the same and feel like shit but for me it’s harder.
[A]n INI configuration file in the Windows Canary channel, discovered by German website Deskmodder, includes references to a “Subscription Edition,” “Subscription Type,” and a “subscription status.”
I don’t really know how your gonna sell people on this exactly. Like people will just stop buying laptops. The average person just buys a laptop at walmart in the desired size, from any brand. They don’t even really think about windows. I just don’t really see this working for anyone. What will end up happening is Chromebooks will overtake the laptop market if microsoft goes all in on this.
I look like this after two years? I have been on HRT consistanty with levels at or above 120 for E, and T not higher than 12.
I still look really bad, like nothing has happened, can I Just not expect better results, is this the end of the road. I know people always tell me “your beaitful inside” (im not mad at them) and shit like that...
File chooser appears to be broken on my deck
Whenever I go to choose a file or folder within a flatpak application such as heroic or lutiris, it either doesn’t fill the path of in the case or heroic freezes. One thing to note is in game mode I have less issues as the gtk file picker pops up instead. But in heroic I still can’t select an installer for some reason.
TikTok permanently banned account for posting a few videos about the Israel- Palestine situation. (lemmy.world)
Monopolistic…
Apple, it's time to fold. (techcrunch.com)
YouTube app is testing a new button to start playing random videos. (9to5google.com)
Is gnome going to become proprietary? (sh.itjust.works)
Apple calls Android a 'massive tracking device' (9to5google.com)
Is it possible for E and T levels to be fine but get zero results due to issues in your endocrine sustem
I’ve been wondering if the reason I’ve only seen small results after nearly two years is that while my levels are fine by body can’t do what it’s supposed to. And if that’s the case should I just quit hrt
Can't get Vortex to install via steam tinker launch
I’m trying to install vortext using steam tinker launch git, I have installed it via protonupQT and selected steam tinker launch as the compability tool, every time I click to install vortex it gets the the point of running the vortex installer and I get an error pop up saying something about it only working correctly on...
Best Android phone from iPhone
I’ve been using iPhone 14 Pro Max for a year which my company gave me. But it has disadvantages more than advantages for me. I want to change it with an Android phone that bootloader unlockable. I want to install Google-free ROM....
The Flaws of Flatpak - What do you think about Flatpak Security? (youtu.be)
Are you using Flatpaks?...
List of non 501c3 mutual aid groups
Hi, I’m trying to make list of mutual aid groups throughout the United States. I was wondering if you all could drop a few.
Looking for new long-term Android with ability to flash (good, working) ROM
I have been using xiaomi phones for a long time now, for most of them the (xda) community eventually had great ROMs that (eventually) worked without problems or with very little....
Studies on HRTs effects on the body, expessly on athletic abiliy
Hi everyone, a friend of mine is looking for sources on this. Hopefully you can provide some.
World’s biggest PC vendor [Lenovo] takes first step that could establish Android as Windows biggest rival ever — and eliminate Google ChromeOS at the same time (www.techradar.com)
Is 0.12ml injected weekly enough?
I am currently on 0.12ml (12 units) injected weekly, I don’t really know if it’s enough?...
‘Instant Evolution': AI Creates a Squishy Purple Blob That Uses Air to Walk (gizmodo.com)
I already asked on reddit but decided I would ask too just in case someone had something to say but What kinda tops would go well with this skirt?
imgur.com/a/06wqcVf
Goodbye Youtube and thanks for all the fish (infosec.pub)
Youtube let the other shoe drop in their end-stage enshittification this week. Last month, they required you to turn on Youtube History to view the feed of youtube videos recommendations. That seems reasonable, so I did it. But I delete my history every 1 week instead of every 3 months. So they don’t get much from my choices....
How do I cope with the idea I'm unattractive and that's unlikely to change CW NEGETIVE POST
spoilerIve kinda considered quiet quitting mg transition, I feel like few take it serrious, and my friends that do it feels like they are just being nice to me cause they feel bad that my dreams just are not possible. At this point ive kinds reached the idea that I’ll just boymode forever and hope they silently change my ID...
Android Auto bug removes the navigation bar which is, you know, pretty important (9to5google.com)
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Windows 12 May Require a Subscription (www.pcmag.com)
[A]n INI configuration file in the Windows Canary channel, discovered by German website Deskmodder, includes references to a “Subscription Edition,” “Subscription Type,” and a “subscription status.”
How to inject IM estradiol?
I want to inject into my thigh but how do I find the thigh mussel? And not just inject into fat.