car seat headerst sober to death "i see its marks on the corner of your eyes" and he was writing about his then partner and the Look of people suffering from alcoholism right
and thats what subconciously clicked in my brain and that lyric popped in my head again after i saw that photo
might text him and ask if hes doing alright dont know how much he wants to hear from me (i always have this thought pattern im a little bpd coded)
damon albarn could do whatever the fuck he wanted to me and i would be perfectly okay with it. man he was hot when blur was popular and hes aged like a fine wine
i have a strange brain because i cant smash two rocks together to write a fucking term paper but i can listen to a song and have like 3 different drawings and scenes in mind. i saw a picture of this boy with the most tired looking eyes ive seen and sat my ass down opened tumblr and wrote a few verses
my knuckles are stained purple by the cold air in the city, standing over tracks while i watch the lights that shine so pretty, i stand here in the day until the sky fades to dark, and if i do go home then we’ll go back to the start
this world is so full of love and i want to exist in it, I want to be the strokes on a canvas, the lines on this page but ive never been written and my body has never been given form and i wisp away into the air
one of my favourite songs , covered by one of my favourite singers and mashed up with one of my other favourite songs that also just has personal significance, and it's like Actually Good ..
you laid in my bed and set up the TV, your final excuse to get close to me, boring shows you sleep on my body, skin to skin your arms too touchy, know that it's wrong but you were longing, waited too long didnt see her coming, that night i know you wanted me, if i didn't feel the same i'd be lying, we made both of our partners leave, what goes on under the sheets?
you really wanted to be alone with me, wonder what you would've done to me, four blue eyes, sun in pisces, we were both dating, not eachother, jeez, the sexual tension wasn't make believe, i doubt my instinct it dont lie to me, dont tell fiction like lying men, like when you said you felt nothing then, that's not true i know what i saw, play me more so the harder i'll fall, your touch is electric so give me a shock, staying the night so i play with your-
if you stayed in my bed, the world changed right there, branded and labelled but i wouldnt care, run my hand through your jet black hair, you touch my body everywhere, i know desire when i see it, fire in your eyes you feel it, regret on your face i see it, inhibition had you reeling, couldnt leave our boyfriends tearing, at my door you said youre leaving, tent pitched, blood runs where i'm not seeing, sleeping on my couch, take briefs off, youre breathing, breathe you in, im california dreaming
so lately ive been bouncing between the evil one (threads) the slightly less evil one (tumblr) and of course here
threads still feels meh and i dont like the demographic that much, the algorithm seems to be pretty good actually but the algorithm can only do so much when the content is lacking
tumblr i dont get enough engagement to say anything lol i thought i was using popular tags but i guess not? but tumblr is tumblr i still love writing there
lol umm hey #introduction im a fa66o7 for indie musuic and gay coffee and i spend my time yearning for guys, shitposting on the internet and chainsmoking, sometimes i pretend to study too #lgbt#gay#mlm
is my shit completely broken or is firefish fucked now? i cant use stop.voring.me at all the site doesnt even load; i tried signing up for ff.social and i cant post, tf is going onn? #fediverse#fedi#mastodon#firefish#calckey#pleroma
@buru5 it was actually pretty easy to get going, i dont have that vps anymore because ive been less active on fed anyways but i wouldnt say it was hard at all
yall I just heard about this thing called an NFT? i think I’m about to shift all my investments into one. Also it is just a picture of a monkey smoking a cigarette with a creed face tattoo. great business idea