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Quantum Gravity Theorist, Musician•Mathematician•Student of Nature. Bunny parent to a cute black and white Netherlands Dwarf rabbit. He/him

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Tim_McTuffty, to actuallyautistic
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 36 Monday 4/12/23

TL:DR A slow , sad day, with a couple of higher points. Slowly ascending the levels of my own personal hell!
Friends are life ! 🤗🥰

Today has been like wading thru treacle.
Up at 4am as per, said Hi to my Bestie then basically fell asleep again.
I had the ultimate mix of depression , SAD & Codeine withdrawal.
Breakfast was a brief, muted affair & I went straight back to bed.
I hit the codeine again because a) my back was killing me & b) it was the one are in my low mood I could actively tackle!

Chatted with my bestie , because I was in such a low state we had something of a deep sharing of thoughts & feelings, we came out of it understanding one another better & our friendship reinforced. 😊

Sometimes when I get this low my mind insists on an activity to divert me from painful thoughts, this afternoon was such an occasion. A major recabling exercise ensued in my bedroom & several tonnes of dust were introduced to the vacuum cleaner !

Tonight has been lovely, I am blessed with a number of close friends on Mastodon & they showered me with love, advice & kindness thoughts.

Whilst I am far from well, I am also ending the day several levels of hell higher than I started it !

Final Thoughts:
Fallout from unexpected major psychological trauma is not something that passes quickly.
Today was very much about finding a place to be alone & then slowly letting others in again.

Some paint, some cook, some partake in sport. I re-cable / install kit to seek peace & centre my soul! 😆

Thanks to my friends & all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you ! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

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cenobyte,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic Ultimately does it matter if you're officially diagnosed? If you've got the characteristics that's enough. The real question is navigating life with it, finding faith in yourself and just being the kind and awesome person you are.
Much love from the warren

cenobyte,
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@Tim_McTuffty @actuallyautistic Makes sense. I'll send good vibes so it all works out :)

jerry, to random
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Wrapping up second to last day at the beach 😕

The weather and water are amazing this weekend.

cenobyte,
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@jerry No worries! You look fine. I thought you were female though so came as a bit of a shock! Lmao. You definitely don’t look like a Lama with a great haircut, but I hear this is your human suit and you’re usually in Lama form.
As usual, lots of love from me and Skye!

Deglassco, (edited ) to blackmastodon
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In WW2, the movement of millions of American troops to Britain, known as the “friendly invasion,” brought to light stark differences concerning racial segregation. Many Britons struggled to understand or accept the institutionalized discrimination that Black soldiers faced in White America, leading to tensions between the two allied nations on the matter of civil rights.

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cenobyte,
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@Deglassco @blackmastodon @BlackMastodon Thank you for this thread. I had no idea about any of this. This needs to be taught in schools in the US. (I'm Canadian so probably explains some of it). So many heros who's stories haven't been told..fighting for a country that didn't respect them.
:skyeface3:

cenobyte,
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@KatLS @Deglassco @blackmastodon @BlackMastodon Didn't know...I had kind of thought it would have been. Could be wrong though.

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