I keep screwing up my repeat prescription and going dry. It’s annoying and I worry that it will effect my work but then most of my life has been unmedicated so what’s a few days here and there? One alternative is to use some dark web sourced amphetamine in the meantime. Most of what this condition revolves around is other people’s perceptions of my behaviour. If I’m mindful not to let that get to me, I feel okay about myself.