@Sci_Fi_FanGirl@actuallyautistic nah...one was a coming of age, stream of consciousness book that has some great bits but I'm not sure it was worth publishing. the second was a fictionalized account of my experiences on and after 9/11 in NYC, and it was described as vivid and "overly self-conscious" by a variety of rejecting agents, who only read the first 50 pp.
I published some excerpts years ago on Newsvine when I used to write there...I'll see if I can dig anything up :)