@Sci_Fi_FanGirl@actuallyautistic in some ways it was a dream come true. My childhood dream was to be a rock star. So it felt really cool when we were on the same song and I was contributing to the vibe. The last song was 100% shame filled and I was a mess every second just begging Time to move faster as I pretended to play and tried to hit the occasionally correct note. But at the end, the crowd loved everything and it was great. I’m happy about it for sure…