That I’m yelling/angry. I’m just not good at regulating my voice, in part due to gender related voice dysphoria making me hate paying attention to the sound of my body’s voice.
That if I forget something, it’s because I didn’t care about it. ADHD makes it difficult to control what to remember.
That if I can’t bring up the effort required to do something, I don’t care enough about it. The real reason is usually a mixture of ADHD executive dysfunction and generally low drive, where I think the low drive is due to gender and species dysphoria induced depression. Especially infuriating because people doubt that I’m “really” trans just because I’m not making the required moves to get hormones. The real reason is that the hurdles and gatekeeping are very demoralizing and suicide feels like an easier option sometimes (especially since gender transition won’t fix my species issues anyway)