Yeah. I think we’re very much on the same page in many ways. I’ve interacted with AI in a similar fashion, and also see the elderly around me as having it far better than I or my generation could ever hope to.
I don’t want this to turn into a pity party or a doomer rant though, so I’ll simply say that the only solace I’ve found is to try to enjoy the absurdity of human existence, and to not be too hard on yourself for all your shortcomings.
The current state of the world is exponentially less the fault of anyone living today than our many predecessors, and however you contend with that state is up to you. I do wish you well on your journey through life though, traveler.