Yeah, but this leaves you more open to being open to the vast array in what might be others experience in ways you can’t fathom. This worlds a grand puzzle full of people doing things who think differently making and forming their own meanings. One cog in an orderless self rearranging machine.
The real important question: Who cares if you exist or not? It doesn’t really matter.
You’re on the ride, ride it. If you don’t like the current ride, find a pathway to a different one.