Last week I got my trauma appointment, fast tracked from next year, which was a nice surprise, and the doctor, nurses and staff turned out to be really nice and helpful, more than usual đ. This week it turned out theyâve also fast tracked another appointment for a test, called me Monday to go right on Tuesday đŻâŠ which turned out to basically confirm that my left leg is partly MIA, while the right is only slightly better đ€Š. The next day I got a notification of another fast tracked appointment, for rehabilitation⊠and noticed that theyâve switched it form ânormalâ to, not just âpriorityâ, but âurgentâ⊠which explains the whole fast tracking, and now got me really worried đ.
I can still walk around, but ever so slower, have to take a seat every few minutes, if I walk for too long I start falling over, canât stay seated for too long without my back killing me, even on painkillers, and my left arm full on wakes me up at night when they wear off. Work is off the table, can barely do anything around the house, going to the nearest pharmacy requires âgoing uphill both waysâ (literally), canât start tackling the other problems like debt, inheritance (more debt, plus taxes, plus family drama), canât really make any plans for the future, and next week I might end up home alone (with cats) without anyone to lend a hand.
On the âbrightâ side, the brain fog Iâve had for about a year after last time I got COVID, seems to be slowly lifting, which makes me see everything more clearly⊠or how many fires Iâve got to put off đ„đ°đ„