Jojowski, 6 months ago Cold old house with memories about white cats, whipping sticks and aluminium candy wrappers Burning the old house Cat is my only friend but it has fleas and I slept on the livingroom floor because mice were making noise inside the roof and I was scared Alone but books, except that one time when I was napping and uninvited people came over When the periods came I was never ready and at that moment my childhood ended Moving away and back again and again, why won’t you just separate? I got a pair of fancy new shoes but others bullied me and I never wore them again Finally that shitshow ended and I’m on my own Years of angry and alternative truths Years of realization and actual truths What the hell am I supposed to do now? Darkness has settled but I can’t and the neighbours are banging doors and it sounds like shooting Finally something good And then people and animals die What the hell am I supposed to do now? Pt. 2