Thank you for your kind words and writing out such a detailed response. I really do appreciate it. It has been so helpful to be part of this group and your post was very informative and helpful. I am going to try to see a psychiatrist and honestly am open to whatever they think can help. I want to do therapy to I think. I have a lot of years to work through. Also want to look into hormones but it might be to early for that. I’ll see what they say. Also, your comment on the lip-smacking made me laugh, I’ve started fights over my husband chewing. Lol. 😳 anyways, thanks once again.