@obrerx Two years for my tears to come out, after my father died. I have not cried for my mom's death, and she died in 2017.
I seem to mourn in a way that will create an external object to symbolize the person, like I did when the shuttle challenger went boom (I got in trouble for being th only child who did not cry or have intense emotions).
I build lego sets or model shuttles, and I get a choice of name, I always choose Challenger @ScottSoCal@actuallyautistic