@theautisticcoach@actuallyautistic
I am in "long-term" autistic burnout. It is like a solar plane running out of energy. Recharging is not enough to keep the altitude and I slowly descent. Dipping through the clouds things got worse and I try to put everything into raising altitude again, fearing a crash if I throttle down to recharge. Now I keep touching the ground, mini-crashes are more and more frequent, I'm scared of the moment I stop for too long and lose any velocity to ever rise again.