It's not exactly situational muteness, but I'm finding that when it comes to sharing my thoughts and theories and the work I want to do, I find that I cannot. There's not just a lack of executive function, but a block.
I feel like it's related to my cPTSD and constantly being told I was wrong or bullied in work/school life. (Work triggers cPTSD daily)
@KitMuse@actuallyautistic@actuallyautistics I don’t know if you ever get past it. I don’t even tell family about things that I want to do. I’m afraid of them telling me that I wouldn’t be able to do that, whatever “that” is. I think that it’s a matter of trust and of rejection.
