Yesterday I was totally paralyzed with all of the things I need to do. Ended up cooking dinner and that was all. I’ve been on the job hunt for over a year now just trying to find something that brings a little light to my life, but it all seems so soul-crushing.
I’ve also been dependent on cannabis because it makes me feel… normal? Now my medical card has expired and I never used it illegally so I’m facing this dark tunnel alone and it’s overwhelming.
Though I was able to watch my neighbor’s dog and cat for 10 days earlier this month. It was strange to have living things depend on me again. My boy died about a year and a half ago and I’m still not over it. Isn’t this shit supposed to get easier with time?
Jokes aside, my girlfriend is trans and we stay indoors if her dysphoria hits. Video games, board games, trading card games like Magic or Pokémon, and movies.
Your friends may be hesitant at first and that’s normal as you begin your transition and present as your true self. Try not to hold it against them.
Card for anything that could possibly be issue later on so I have protection. Cash for local businesses and my favorite chicken place that doesn’t take cards.
Discovered Car Mechanic Simulator and it’s so so so satisfying. I know (knew?) absolutely nothing about the mechanical systems of cars, but it just clicks.
Great interview by Freddie, both of them are so humble. I remember growing up in the late 90s and early 2000s when both of these men were seemingly at the height of their careers. Very glad to see them happy.
I grabbed this at the beginning of the Ukraine/Russia conflict because I saw a comment from the developer, essentially making the game free for a time.
Highly recommend if you are willing to spend 5-10 minutes familiarizing yourself with the basic controls. Runs great on Steam Deck as well.