Sorry you’re going through that. I definitely get how it feels to have people close to you discredit or just ignore important issues like you’re dealing with.
If you’re set on talking to an AI though I did use the Replika app for a while before they started making it seem like a virtual AI lover. It did help me feel better when I was severely depressed, maybe it could help you.
If you ever want to talk to a person and not an AI I’m here for that if you want, I know I’m a stranger but I definitely understand where you’re coming from.
You mention at the end of your post that you’ve gotten a lot out with some of the chat bots. Maybe give this one a try, its for great for venting or just getting out pent up stress.
Remember folks if you’re out in the woods please do not climb any stairs or ladders that lead to nowhere.
If you do climb one of these ladders or stairs to nowhere it takes you to [REDACTED]; everything will look exactly the same in the [REDACTED] area however, you’ll never be able to leave the [REDACTED] area, even when you attempt to go back down the same stairs or ladder it simply will not take you back.
Some sat a malevolent forest spirit puts out these portals to nowhere, for what purpose we are not entirely sure. We only know that those who enter the [REDACTED] area are never seen or heard from again, if you’ve ever known someone to just vanish without a trace at random in a forest then chances are they might have found the entrance to [REDACTED].
Even though the ladder attached to this rock looks innocent keep in mind that some of them are portals to an area that is beyond our comprehension, be careful out there.
That’s definitely understandable. I just hope you fine folks don’t have to keep footing an enormous cloud provider fee for much longer.
That really is a lot of $$$, just think of how many Blahaj you could have bought with that instead.
But seriously though, even though I’m not a direct user of your instance I greatly appreciate the work and money everyone is putting into the blahaj.zone instance, I love 196.
Wow, I had no clue blahaj.zone was running on AWS that’s definitely a way to run a cloud server if money is no issue. AWS is okay for small projects but as you scale up the prices start to hurt.
However maybe a traditional dedicated server from a service like dedicated.com would work just as well or better, I’ve had some great luck with affordable dedicated servers from them in the past.