@pelielios@mjjmori@bookstodon@amwriting Ahh, the dreaded passion. "Kill your darlings", as they say. I've written a fair few scenes with chars not making it, or suffering some huge loss, shed a tear every time. But I know the book will be better for it.
In that case set aside a proper day, schedule the time, and write it out. Get your fav drink n snacks, but you will have to work at it.
And afterwards, it'll look better. It always has for me, again this is just my suggestion, but big, uncomfortable scenes are often the ones I get the most feedback on.