@actuallyautistic
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Can anyone help me with two linked probs? I'm catch-22'd.
I'm stuck in a dissociative trauma response, and can't function in hated isolation. I can come down out of my head for intelligent conversation, sex, and life-threatening emergencies. Otherwise, I just loop unexpressed words. I've been mostly-to-totally isolated my whole life, and fully isolated for about the last ten years. Isolation is painful and makes the disassociation worse.
