@Dremmwel@theautisticcoach@actuallyautistic And still, I'm rather fucked up. I took freelancing / self-employment as the only option out of the dilemma of surviving as a web developer / designer in an ableist, alpha-male rivalvy-focused system.
And I still have been drowning in the deep dark abyss of depression during the lockdown times, and till about 1 year ago.
I still consider having been living in depression for at least the last 20+ years.