I'm sorry you missed that. I know how you feel. I missed out on seeing Minoru Suzuki at AEW's Cincinnati debut because of anxiety. I didn't have very supportive friends at the time. When they came back last October, my best buddy went with me and I had the time of my life. He doesn't even watch wrestling and he had fun. I even got to cross Mei Suruga and Emi Sakura off my wrestling bucket list during the Elevation tapings.
I'm rambling. All I'm saying is that I hope you find the courage, or a friend that will loan you their courage, to enjoy some live wrestling. It really is a whole different experience from watching on tv.