Haha - I'd smile a lot bigger if people weren't so awful to me about how I look! Even dance instructors told me to stop trying, so it's pretty discouraging and I don't want to relive that kind of experience. I'm sure I could improve at dance if I took classes now, but it's not something I'm that interested in. And it's not like I don't have other ways of enjoying music - I worked as a pro musician up until 2017 so that'll always be there. It's great that you've had better experiences than me in dancing, but try not to judge other people harshly for not having the same talent or interests as you. It's that kind of attitude that makes me - and others like me - avoid all settings with dance involved.