@jerry I saw a tcp resets from the server side.... and it matches with the time I experienced it. I'll be honest, I''ve seen a lot of flakey internet today... even fortiguard has been up/down... not sure
Whoa, I just did the math. In 16 days of being sober, I have saved myself $800-$960. That is how much I was drinking that poison. No lie, $50-60 a day for 16 days. I look at my bank records and wonder "what in the fuck, Viddy".
So, my Uncle on the American side (I am only an 1/8th of this family line) send me a nastigram telling me the whole family agrees I should be left alone and oh yeah... I am probably good at sucking dick. LOL This is the kind of redneck behavior I have stayed away from years. It went on and on, insults, etc... all because he refused to talk to mom and I after dad died and then refused to acknowledge my mother on her death bed. I let him know how horrible that was, so this was his response. Parts of me wants to hunt him down like a dog... the larger parts of me just blocks him, says nothing, and ignores. I can't say I have no family ties in America, because I do. My family are the people that actually care and are friends. The ones I know personally and here. I don't even have to know someone face to face everyday to know they are family. All of this does make me want to sell the house and move back to Britain. But, like I said... my family is here too.
@vidmo I often find it hard to accept, but I’ve had to come to terms with the reality is that some people are just assholes. And sometimes they’re related to me.