If someone is romantically attracted to another person, then they would desire to have a romantic relationship with them. This could include being a couple, going on dates, holding hands, kissing, or other forms of affection. It is up to the individual and their partner how to define their relationship.
If someone is sexually attracted to another person, then they would desire to have a sexual relationship with them (But it does not mean that they are ready to consent to sex in any given situation).
I’m still over 3 months out from my HRT appointment that I made two months ago, so I know the feeling. Here are some things you can do that might help:
Continue trying new clothes, but also accessories, and things like new hair styles, nails, jewelry. (as long as it is safe for you to do so and you can afford it.)
Try to find a hobby that you enjoy that helps you take your mind off of dysphoria, or one that helps you feel feminine.
Think about who you might come out to next and what steps you want to take as part of your transition. If you misgender yourself on accident, just correct yourself and move on, you will get used to your new pronouns eventually.