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monknonoke,

Ginagawa ko talagang workout ang rollerskating. Attempting lunges while moving in skates is definitely way, way, way more fun and challenging than your usual lunge hahahaha. I think I’ll invest in this long term. May usapan na din kami ni coach. Dream ko din sumayaw in skates and look cool and confident. I can imagine myself looking that cool and confident tapos may magkaka crush sakin (whut) HAHA. K, I’ll stop being delusional joke lang.

Heck, maybe let’s do rollerblading and ice skating in the future too if hit a certain level of expertise. Pero syempre pa isa-isa lang, I don’t have that much time and money 🤑

Bgm: dance the night by dua lipa barbie style 😆

Nahiya pa ako mag warm up dun, tho. I have yet to see anyone warm up and stretch like nobody’s business kaya di ko din masyadong magawa to my heart’s content, parang sumasakop lang ako ng space and sinasayang ko lang.

Ang natututunan ko dito (thoughts about life): don’t be afraid of falling, just make sure you fall correctly if you can and then get back right up! and dance, and pose 💅✨

Sa mga pinaggagawa ko I haven’t posted any awra pics in action. I’m just not good enough yet, gusto ko maayos yung form ko and I myself have nothing to critique kapag nag post ako. Plus, I am taking this seriously, hindi lang pang ig 'to. So, the rest are just for progress pics and vids.

Trust me, I check that out then I incorporate it into my future exercises and drills for improvement. Now, if I can find (and afford) the right coaches for guidance then I’m golden, the rest is up to me.

I look forward to my future growth and progress.

monknonoke,

Yeah, I am definitely not calling twitter its new name rebranding. It makes me want to get rid of my account but that’s also 10+ years worth of kung ano-ano sinasabi ko. Hay socmed. I keep you around just to be updated sa mga balita.

Mukhang cancelled yung mga outdoor activities this weekend dahil sa bagyo. Sana maganda ang weather on its rescheduled days. The temptation to get a 24/7 gym membership is there kaso overall ako ay ✨namamahalan✨ and yes kailangan 24/7 at pa-iba iba ang schedule ko.

It’s just not sustainable with my current salary. My outdoor activities + pool use + gym + other extracurricular activities would just drain me lol. Sana pinanganak na lang ako na may kamag-anak w/ country club access, I think I’d make use of their facilities very well lol.

Ang dami kong ganap. Rainy season pero yung playlist ko pang cruel summer 😆 umuwi ako ng madaling araw, basang-basa sa ulan pero ang tugtugin ay summer bops. It was ironic. Ganyan lang ako matuwa.

monknonoke,

lola: ba’t ang dami mong bag??

me, trying to explain each bag’s purpose: 👁️👄👁️

I can explain. I have a work bag, an overnight/gym bag, a hiking bag, a dry bag, a bag for small groceries, bag for big groceries, small tote bag for fast errands, bigger tote bag for longer errands, an alternative work bag, an alternative hiking bag, tote bag for going around the house, etc.

I feel so judged 😔 ginagamit ko naman sila lahat, naka-rotation pa depending kung nasa laundry pa. Plano ko pa nga bumili ng mesh bag for the dry groceries kasi ayaw ko na ng plastic, puno na yung paper/plastic collection bag ko. Add food grade silicone bags and air-tight, reusable, compressible ziplock bags and bawas talaga ang plastic consumption ko. Plastic from deliveries na lang yung problema ko, idk what to do with that tbh.

Basta sumasakit ulo ko sa plastic bag. I can hear a dying scream of some creature suffocating out there in the back of my mind every time a fresh one is used when I could’ve used a reusable one. I’m not being annoying and preachy about it, it’s just a personal thing that just developed dahil sa nakikita kong waste generated sa work. And now I am sad.

monknonoke,

I did not have an aneurysm, that’s pretty good! Acknowledged naman that in this country plastic use can’t be helped, not like it’s been banned by the government. Maganda na nga yung pag-reuse mo eh.

May organization pa din pala for function of clothing :o that’s pretty cool, pick up ko rin ah thanks 😎 maybe I should find a mountain climbing geek too hahahaha

monknonoke,

I don’t think that was unsolicited at all 😁 I like your system of packing, I’m really glad you elaborated more hahaha. Now I wanna know other stuff too but that would be too long, I think 😆

What kind of food do you bring? Do you bring other kinds of equipment too, like ropes or something? Do you separate your dirty clothes from dirty wet clothes plastics? Once you’ve settled in your camp, do you dry the wet clothes eventually and put them in the dirty dry clothes bag? They do get pretty smelly if you leave them too long

How about towels, aren’t they pretty bulky? Recently I bought a quick drying towel that should cut down the space (+time to dry) they take up in my bag but I haven’t tried it out yet 🤔

Ayun, mga sample questions lang, you don’t have to answer hahahaha. It was a good explanation already 🙏 thanks!!!

monknonoke,

You had hiking trips for PE classes in college? What the heck, ba’t kami walang ganyan. That’s really disappointing lol.

I go on hikes too pero usually mga day hike lang and yung camp somewhat modernized na kaya kung wala kang food may tindahan dyan na malapit so cooking isn’t that necessary.

I have always wondered paano kaya kung pang multiple day climb, yan yung di ko pa na-experience. Sa towel naman nagdadala ako ng towel tapos pag hindi basa I also treat it as a blanket hahaha malamig eh.

Stoners in the woods? I have definitely never encountered that before. Or baka di lang ako aware lol. It sounds not very safe 🤔

monknonoke,

San kayo nag-overnight if not at the summit?

Na-try ko na mag overnight once dati, grabe, gininaw lang talaga ako tapos triggered yung allergies ko sa lamig 😂 even sharing heat sa ka-close ko dun was not very helpful kasi malamig din sila 💀 kung nag multi-day kami tapos ganyan pa din nako baka suko na ako hahaha. Should’ve brought more layers.

Ever plan to hike more in the future?

monknonoke,

Dati kapag sinabi think of your happy place hirap ako mag-isip. As an afterthought isipin ko na lang kumakain ako ng pagkain and ok na yun. Medyo pilit, but it works.

Now, it’s more specific and sure na lol. Sa dagat. It’s really nice, feeling ko nahanap ko na yung hinahanap ko ganun. Parang nabawasan / nawala talaga yung mga doubts at insecurities ko level. It’s peaceful and my mind is clear.

I guess I’m just really amazed. May ganito pala.

monknonoke,

Napansin ko lang naman yung mga t-shirt na sinusuot ko madalas ay puro dri-fit na. I don’t think I can wear a regular shirt anymore, it might feel weird and heavy lol

Tmi ahead. I tried using a menstrual cup earlier, it was not successful. I spent like an hour and a half in the bathroom, napagod ako. Pero gets ko na how it works, I just need to work on the placement. I really spent that long feeling up my bloody vagina with the cup going in and out. Hay.

Kapag wala pa din mamaya I’ll use a lubricant (limited supply so kailangan ko galingan) else I’ll just buy another smaller size.

Why am I so determined? Because I need to go to the pool without bleeding out there. I got stuff to practice. Pray for my success.

monknonoke,

Kinilig ang frennies because I had a meet cute moment while we were out. I think masyadong romantiko ang mga kaluluwa nila because the moment didn’t really even register with me. Kung sila hopeless romantic siguro ako hopeless lang 😆 jk

Nako, ayaw ko maglagay ng meaning sa mga bagay-bagay sumasakit lang ulo ko. I’ll only allow myself to feel kilig kapag mukhang matino naman yung tao, napag-usapan na at may patutunguhan if it goes well. Hindi naman challenge pakiligin o magka feelings ako, it’s just a matter of compatibility and if it’s going to go somewhere.

It just be like that. We deserve people who will treat us right at pasasayahin tayo. I feel so grown up charot. Kapag napadaan ako sa timezone I shall practice my shooting zombies skill with composure. 🔫 maybe it’s an inner child thing, me and zombies

monknonoke,

Baka daw di na uli mag-rehire yung company sa aming position, which means baka kami ay mabawasan ng day off. Hahaha. They do know na alis din kami if they do that, yes? Tangina bahala kayo, basta kami ready to bounce under unfavorable conditions. It’s not worth it at that point 😛

Late nga yung kasama ko so nag timezone na lang ako. I played a zombie shooting game for the first time. I’ve actually never really played those kinds of games sa arcade kasi parang natatakot ako sa baril (I know it’s a toy but like I never really understood how reloading works and then you got all these things wanting to kill you, nakaka panic kaya). And it always seemed like a boys game na never ko maiintindihan nung bata pa ako. It just seemed intimidating overall.

It’s my trying new things era. Anyway gets ko na magreload 😆 parang tumaas yung bp ko nung nilaro ko. I was half-shouting while playing kasi ang dami and they’re so close tapos ako, ‘Aaaah!!! Stay away from me!’ goes brrr brrr brrr

Ayun, natatawa lang ako sa sarili ko. Buti na lang ako lang ang witness because that was a rare moment of me freaking out like a girly girl. Masisira ang calm and cool mysterious image ko hshshfks

monknonoke,

Sometimes I hangout with my friends and I realize…ako na ata yung pinaka problem-free sa kanila. Ang dami nilang worries at ganap sa buhay tapos ako, ang chill ko lang. Ginagawa ko lang yung gusto ko.

For example nanood kami ng barbie. The question came up: if you were a barbie, what kind of barbie would you be? Sagot nila mga emotionally repressed, unavailable, undergoing an existential crisis barbies. What did I answer? Adventurous barbie! ⛵⛰️👧 My answer was not very on theme kaso anong sasagot ko 🤔 I feel fine and stable and adventurous.

Tapos yung diving group na sinalihan ko sabi nung coach mukhang mostly may mga inferiority complex daw kaya nahihirapan at natatakot mag descend into the ocean. People are very much not okay, in general. I found their reactions interesting for some reason.

Me? I like the deep blue now. Most of my thoughts are consumed by, ‘I wonder I’ll see at the bottom’ or ‘I want to see more’ it’s really calming until I start feeling the pressure around my ears, it hurts and di ko na kaya i-equalize. I am limited by technique and experience, but we’ll work on it. Hindi naman ako nag nosebleed and etc. But hey, dati hanggang snorkel lang ako ah! + in ability 😁

I appreciate physics so much more now lol. I don’t really care about how deep I can go, I just like it.

See? These days I really feel that I’ve been experiencing a kind of quietness and peacefulness in my mind that I’ve never imagined would happen. Parang ang bagal ng oras ko (in a good way) and I feel less perturbed. Even the tan lines on my face from the mask don’t bother me at all (it’s not very aesthetic).

Wala akong sunburn even tho I was out for long hours. I had fun.

monknonoke,

Ang kwento ko ay pumunta ako sa kwarto ni friend, mag overnight sana ako. Sis ang dumi I felt the depression at yung decline of mental health na joke joke niya lang. It was concerning.

Paano siya nagffunction at nakakapag-aral sa ganyang setting? Tapos sa totoo lang natatae na talaga ako kaso umurong yung tae ko nung nakita ko yung state of the room. Ako na naglinis nung space niya. Naglinis ako ng cr.

Basta medyo na-shook ako tapos naglinis na lang ako, hindi ako natulog. I was also very much resisting the urge to ask when was the last time nagpalit siya ng bedsheet.

Hindi daw ba ako nandidiri? It felt too personal na daw nung umabot ako ng linis sa cr. Hindi ko alam girl, all I know is we all get dirty (that’s why we clean) and I am not touching or using anything in a room na ganyan kadumi. I’m not judging you at all, I think you should take a break from school, actually. Consider this as an act of service when it comes to love languages.

Self-care isn’t just having a skin routine or retail therapy or make up and dolling up. It’s also eating and sleeping properly, exercise, cleaning your environment, getting treatment from whatever you’re worrying from and the things that sometimes feel like a chore but is good for you anyway long term wise.

I had a lot of thoughts after that.

monknonoke,

I started trying ‘thrilling’ sports for the excitement of it, but it seems like it ended up calming me instead 😆 isn’t it interesting?

It’s good to try new and different things. I feel that I’ve started to learn new things about myself (which tbh I thought there was not much to learn more anymore). When I reflect on all of it together, I get this little lightbulb moment and for a moment in time I think I just got a moment wiser hahaha.

For example, I knew that I have this nagmamadaling personality but I never really knew what to do with it. I consider it a flaw for myself, actually.

Now, I get it. I had to temper it out, and doing these sports is helping a lot to temper it. I think it’s beautiful. Para akong binigyan ng chance to work on myself some more in a different way.

Seriously, I think I’m becoming more genuinely patient and I’m not just not minding it. It’s amazing. I’m really glad and thankful while I’m writing this at 3-4am.

Off to the next adventure~~

monknonoke,

Gen Z daw doesn’t like using capitalization. Personally sumasakit ulo ko kapag lahat lowercase. Feeling ko kaya ko na mang-identify kung gen z sila base sa typings pa lang, and that’s exactly why I don’t engage. Yung kapatid ko lang ang tanggap ko sa ganyan, kasi wala eh, kapatid ko siya.

Especially if it’s a whole ass paragraph tapos wala talagang capitalization. Parang ayaw ko na basahin yung post for that sole reason alone.

Tapos kapag nakakita ako ng pa-survey or formal-ish document / interaction or whatnot and may pa-cute emojis na biglang naka-singit. Napapa da fuq is that ako. Tanggalin mo nga yan. I’m all for cute emojis tho, paki-lugar lang lol.

Is it a petty pet peeve? Maybe. Siguro tumatanda na nga ako. sigh

monknonoke,

First time rollerskating. Nag faceplant ako sa umpisa pero di naman ganun kalala, ok pa ang mukha ko. I think na-gets ko siya after 3 hours of trying.

I am very sore tho, spent like 6 hours there. Before that naka 2 hour walk pa ako due to circumstances 🤦‍♀️I’m sure it going to be worse tomorrow 😩 may lakad pa naman ako.

It’s a good workout/hobby if I’m not going outdoors, and I’d say affordable yung rates. I shall add this to the list of things I can do when I can’t afford to beach or anything lol.

Feeling ko lang naman lumalaki yung hita at pwet ko or something. It might be a good thing or not but in terms of vanity actually gusto ko siya lumiit 😭 baka feeling lang naman hahaha. I’m so tired 💀

monknonoke,

Nakita ko uli si swimmer pool guy. I think he’s hot. It’s really the stamina, waking up early in the morning dedication and the discipline that does it for me, okay hahaha. Meron pa siyang timer while doing his laps.

Sa aking training program naman, my plan is to increase my laps per swimming workout. I do have skills I want to improve on. I’m not going hardcore intense because I want it to be fun for me and wala namang humahabol sakin. Sometimes pag ubos na ako ng hininga one lap is just me floating around the pool.

I like how they maintain the pool, hindi matapang yung chlorine. Walang super dry reaction yung skin at hair ko pagkatapos. Also a perk of being early in the morning: I have the cr all to myself tapos tuyo pa 😌 ako ang taga-binyag jk. I think I might stick to this pool 🤔

monknonoke,

After continually observing my patterns, it takes me 10-11 straight days of working and studying w/ no rest days before feeling fatigue.

And wow, am I feeling the fatigue 😅 the whole body feels sore akala mo nag undergo ng intense workout the whole period.

Ehem, di ko na uulitin uli. I just wanted to know my limits. Long-term wise I perform better with regular resting days. Sa umpisa lang maganda tignan yung dire-diretso ang productivity pero may cost pa din sa huli. No to burnout!

monknonoke,

I am alive! Ang dami na pa lang nangyayari and I was so, so confused. Dumating na sa barangay ang lato-lato. Ang ingay din pala, akala ko joke-joke lang yung nakikita ko online. I will now try to explore this lemmy world. Hindi talaga ako makatulog at may eyebags na ako and I actually used concealer today, it’s that bad. sigh im mf tired

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